Now that's a lot of sugar.
Sun's coming up; Joe just left, and I'm exhausted.
Joe's a guy I met a few days ago. He's a teacher who is here to volunteer and compete in the gay games. He asked for my number, I gave it to him. Last night I was supposed to have a date with Jeff, who called and rescheduled. A couple hours later, Joe called and asked me to meet him for a drink at Cocktail. So I threw on a polo and met him.
( Cut for TMI involving some damn good man-sex )
I can't even explain how great this makes me feel. All of my issues and angst just slid away for a few hours, and I was able to relax and enjoy the moment. Granted, I'm still in afterglow, but I'm deleriously happy right now. The past few days I've been in a 100% better mood, but now I'm even beyond that. Got some of my confidence back.
I'm not crazy; he's leaving in a week. We have plans to see each other a couple more times in the coming week, but after he goes, he's gone. So there's not really a danger of misplaced feelings. But there's no reason we can't be friends who like to get together.
And it also opens the door to other things that I've closed off for a while.
And now to go to bed because I have to work tonight, and I am exhausted.
Joe's a guy I met a few days ago. He's a teacher who is here to volunteer and compete in the gay games. He asked for my number, I gave it to him. Last night I was supposed to have a date with Jeff, who called and rescheduled. A couple hours later, Joe called and asked me to meet him for a drink at Cocktail. So I threw on a polo and met him.
( Cut for TMI involving some damn good man-sex )
I can't even explain how great this makes me feel. All of my issues and angst just slid away for a few hours, and I was able to relax and enjoy the moment. Granted, I'm still in afterglow, but I'm deleriously happy right now. The past few days I've been in a 100% better mood, but now I'm even beyond that. Got some of my confidence back.
I'm not crazy; he's leaving in a week. We have plans to see each other a couple more times in the coming week, but after he goes, he's gone. So there's not really a danger of misplaced feelings. But there's no reason we can't be friends who like to get together.
And it also opens the door to other things that I've closed off for a while.
And now to go to bed because I have to work tonight, and I am exhausted.