Let them break

Just got back from blading. I made it further than I have before - all around the harbor, and up to Recreation Drive (all total about 3 miles) and then back across Lake Shore, up to Gentry, and back to my apartment. I've never skated across traffic/with traffic before, and I did it all without falling. Go me! My abs are killing me right now, and so are my calves. But that's good, right? And also, I sweat through my t-shirt, and it's only like 60 out, so that's also good.

I stopped in to work to check my start time tonight, and tension was high. I just rolled my eyes, checked my schedule, and left. That's my new thing: just walk away. Smile, nod, and walk away.

Had another dentist appointment this morning. Turns out he "missed something" before, and it'll probably be twice the amount he originally estimated. I wouldn't mind paying it if I could, becuase he does really good work. But, I've already financed half of it, and I can't afford another bill every month. So I have to wait for the rest of my teeth to get fixed until I get a job with insurance.

Plans for the afternoon include: resting my tired body, taking a scalinding hot shower, reading, dishes, and work tonight.

Wednesday I have an interview for a job waiting tables downtown. It's not much, but it's something. It'll at least get me away from where I'm at now.