fuck this

I need new friends.

Preferably accomanied by a new job.

Friends that won't lie, cheat, steal, and stab me in the back.

This really sucks.

I'm so hurt right now, I can't even think straight about the situation.

Re: Last night's post

Thanks to everyone that emailed/called/etc about my post last night. I appreciate it. There's an explanation beneath the cut, because I have no idea how long this might take to explain. And it's also a lot of pointless, stupid, gay drama.

( Why I was so upset last night. )

The thing is; I'm not even so much angry as just hurt. The last couple of weeks kind of felt like me and him were getting back to normal, and then I found out he was just setting me up for this. That's royally uncool.

Anyway, that's the long short of it. Thanks for the well wishes, though.

*dies of exhaustion*

I just finished cleaning the carpet in my living room. By hand. Literally. With carpet cleaner, a bowl of water, and a scrubber brush.

About 200 square feet of carpeting.

First of all, *gag*. Now I feel like a dirty bird looking at all the gross dirt and stuff in the bowl and on the brush that came out of the carpet.

Second of all, *guh*. If you haven't done this before...DON'T. From now on, I'm renting one of those carpet steamers.

On the other hand, though, it looks much nicer, and I feel like I've actually accomplished something today. (nevermind that there are still dishes in the sink, the refrigerator has not been cleaned out, the bathroom has yet to be touched, I haven't dusted, and there's the pesky little problem of cleaning out my closets *ack*)

Also - no wonder I was sweating so much. I just checked the temp, and it's like 85 outside and I don't have the air on.