I started looking and the bubble burst

I really think I've lost my mind. Either that or I have a severe chemical imbalance. I'm so over-emotional lately. The tiniest thing can cause the biggest mood swing. I'm fairly certain it's because I'm kind of overwhelmed right now by...er, everything. I'm definetely feeling that need to get away vibe again. And I don't mean just going home to visit family. I don't think I'm working next weekend, maybe I'll take a drive up to Lake Geneva and camp out for a few days, clear my head. Then I can come back and finish everything up and be back to my better self.

Yesterday I had an event in Lake Forest, and I drove around Barat a couple of times. It was so erie to see it so deserted, but they haven't done anything yet. Sister Patsie's curtains are still hanging up in the back room. It's strange to think that only a year ago I was leaving there and coming here. It feels like everything that happened there was just a dream.

I've been wandering around my apartment since I got home this morning, cleaning things here and there, but mostly just walking, and thinking, and remembering things I'd forgotten.

My sister called to tell me our dog is lost. He's been gone since 8 last night. My mom can't stop crying, and I can't think about it right now. I just can't. Thank god, they found him.

I think I'm going to finish my homework and go have a drink.