update

For anyone worried:

Yes, I'm still alive. Not happily so, but alive nonetheless. I can't breathe through my nose, I've been getting dizzy (don't worry - I'm drinking about 2 bottles of water an hour, I'm so thirsty), caughing, sneezing, and the fever has been up and down, and I've been freezing/cold/shivering since I woke up this morning, despite my wearing two winter coats, two scarves, long underwear, a sweater, and a hoody. Even in class. And I had to attend classes today because I've ditched so much already, so trying to stay awake and coherant is what's really getting me right now. I have one class left, in an hour. I'm going to call into work for tomorrow (fuck the bill collectors, they can wait), maybe rent a few movies on the way home, get some comfort food/groceries, and shut myself up for the weekend.

Now here this: I am not leaving my apartment for any reasons other than fire, injury, or necessary life suplements. No drinking, no going out, no visitors, only me, my bed, some chocolate, and my remote.

Also, it's been 12 hours since my last cigarette.

Also again: The internet at my place is wonky again, so if you don't hear from me, don't worry.