Exhausted

Which is what I am. It has been one hell of a long day. And tomorrow isn't looking too good either. I did make almost $70 tonight, though, which is good for a Monday. I'm just hoping that Thursday and Friday go well, or better. I may be able to get through the next couple of weeks without too much of a dent on my credit.

I do have to say, though, that it was nice sitting down after we closed, and me and Nando popped open a bottle of champaign and just sat and talked and smoked for a bit.

The only problem - we talked about what I'm going to do after graduation. A topic I'm not quite ready to deal with.

*sigh*

*thud*

Okay, the first two days of hellweek are over. And I'm still, more or less, okay. Tonight, I still need to read over the last 6 chapters to prep for my History final on Friday, and also proof, edit, and return my IRB stuff. Oh, that falls under the heading of good news, of which there are two articles. The first being that my research study was approved. I just need to tweek a few little things, get the final stamp of approval, and I'll begin my very first reasearch study. The board gave really great comments, which made me supremely happy with myself. Things like "we not only approve this study, we support it fully, because it is a study that must be done. Research in this field is severely lacking, and we would be proud to stand behind research such as this." This means that not only do they approve it, they're also going to give me special advantages. So, cool. The other piece of good news - the paper I did for Intro, the one I posted a few days ago - we got back today. I got an A:) He gave some great comments, throughout, as well. Which makes me o-so-happy.

I do have to admit, though, I'm in a little bit of a slump. Worries about money and finances and bills have returned. And now I'm plagued by "OH MY GOD, I GRADUATE IN 5 MONTHS - WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO!?!!?!??"

I really just want to crawl into bed for a few days...weeks...months...ever.

Oh, and also, PSA

Not sure if I'll ever get to reply to all the emails and comments.

Wanted to say thanks to all you well-wishers that were rooting for me last week during the black death of hell. Or, you know, the soar throat and headache that hurt really bad.