No cause for alarm

I realize, of course, that I didn't actually post this - it was just neuroticism in my head - earlier.

I was incredibly worried about my beloved Matthew:) I hadn't heard from him since Christmas Eve when he sent out a mass Txt letting us all know that he was in White Trash Hell. So yeah, I've been worried and a teensy bit (okay, a lot) crazy about what was going on, and why I hadn't heard from him, and did something terrible happen?

He txted me tonight to let me know that no, he is not dead, but he forgot his phone charger here in Chicago and his phone died right after sending out that txt on Xmas eve. And that he will be back on Saturday (!? *cries*) and can't wait to see me and hang out.

In short - I miss him something terrible, and can't wait until Saturday.

Also, I've had about 5 drinks, about half of my usual, and I'm wasted. Like, GONE, wasted. And you know what? It feels perty good.

And. Matt comes home in four days. FOUR DAYS! *whoot*

shopping & nerdom

Went to target today. Wound up spending $50. Bought a new shower curtain (the other one was filthy and gross), Mean Girls on DVD (I can't believe I didn't own it), and a media tower to house my DVDs. The tower has to go back. Apparently I have more that 108 DVDs. Like, twice as many. Who knew?

Also stopped by the bookstore and picked up all but one of my books for this quarter's classes. I'm flipping through my Social Justice book, and I'm actually looking forward to the class if it's structured the way the book is. There's a whole section on heterosexism - which, COOL. And also, my Intro to LGBT Studies class looks really neat, based on the book. Maybe I'll actually enjoy this quarter. *gasp eegads!*

Now I'm off to make dinner and watch Mean Girls. Then I'm going out. Again. *whoot*

positivism

You know. I think this whole positive outlook/attitude thing can really work for me.

I didn't post about it, but I was starting to be slightly alarmed because I don't work for another couple of weeks (catering's at a stand still for the next month or so), and I wasn't sure if I was going to have enough money to pay all my bills and stuff this month, let alone next month.

Instead of freaking out about it, I had faith that it would work itself out.

And it did. I got this quarter's loan money deposited today, which gives me some give-room until I can find another job or until business picks up.

Who knew?