I cannot stop listening to this song. I never really paid attention to the lyrics until I heard it sung by John Jones a couple weeks ago. It really is a gay man's anthem. I mean, isn't that where we all wrong? Got into a car with a boy and then it all went to hell.
Last night I worked on the South Side of Chicago. I wandered around for an hour and a half trying to find the place. As in, WALKING. In the SOUTH SIDE. I was not pleased. The one thing I learned yesterday is that there's lots of places to stash dead bodies that no one will EVER know. Needless to say, I've put my foot down and said I won't work that venue anymore.
After work I stopped into the bar for a drink (okay, two drinks) and talked with Fernando for a bit. Arben, the other bartender/cocktailer came in a little while after I got there. Me and Arben have always been cool, but we've never hung out or talked as much as I do with Fernando. Fernando and he are really good friends, though. And He's always been really sweet to me. Anyway, he came in dressed in jeans, a tank, and a trucker's hat. I made fun of him for a bit. He bought me a drink, and his boyfriend came in. They'd been moving all day, so Arben was telling me the tale of the big move. They're moving in together, so last night they were kind of squabling and whatnot. It was so adorable. And it hurt, just a *little* bit that for the moment, I can't have that. Not in the "no one likes me" kind of way but in the "I SO can't focus or commit to that right now" kind of way. But at least I can see that it's my decision. The truth is, as far as I'm concerned, I've never looked as good as I do right now. (Well, not right *now* because I'm on my way to work, but you get the drift). Nor have I been in such a positive mood about things.
I'm going home in a couple weeks. A week from Thursday I'll be headed back towards the good old QC's for a weekend filled with family, new puppies (they got a new dog), and lots of yummy food I can only get there. I need to get out of the city for a few days, anyway. Now I see why people say that. Because all city all the time can be a bit...much sometimes. There's a few decisions I'm in the process of making that I can't quite wrap my head around. Don't want to talk about them right now, but I will in time.
Okay, I'm going to be late for work. Lata.
P.S. look for more L2bL sometime this week (hopefully!).
Last night I worked on the South Side of Chicago. I wandered around for an hour and a half trying to find the place. As in, WALKING. In the SOUTH SIDE. I was not pleased. The one thing I learned yesterday is that there's lots of places to stash dead bodies that no one will EVER know. Needless to say, I've put my foot down and said I won't work that venue anymore.
After work I stopped into the bar for a drink (okay, two drinks) and talked with Fernando for a bit. Arben, the other bartender/cocktailer came in a little while after I got there. Me and Arben have always been cool, but we've never hung out or talked as much as I do with Fernando. Fernando and he are really good friends, though. And He's always been really sweet to me. Anyway, he came in dressed in jeans, a tank, and a trucker's hat. I made fun of him for a bit. He bought me a drink, and his boyfriend came in. They'd been moving all day, so Arben was telling me the tale of the big move. They're moving in together, so last night they were kind of squabling and whatnot. It was so adorable. And it hurt, just a *little* bit that for the moment, I can't have that. Not in the "no one likes me" kind of way but in the "I SO can't focus or commit to that right now" kind of way. But at least I can see that it's my decision. The truth is, as far as I'm concerned, I've never looked as good as I do right now. (Well, not right *now* because I'm on my way to work, but you get the drift). Nor have I been in such a positive mood about things.
I'm going home in a couple weeks. A week from Thursday I'll be headed back towards the good old QC's for a weekend filled with family, new puppies (they got a new dog), and lots of yummy food I can only get there. I need to get out of the city for a few days, anyway. Now I see why people say that. Because all city all the time can be a bit...much sometimes. There's a few decisions I'm in the process of making that I can't quite wrap my head around. Don't want to talk about them right now, but I will in time.
Okay, I'm going to be late for work. Lata.
P.S. look for more L2bL sometime this week (hopefully!).