Wierd...

That's how I feel right now. I'm putting things into boxes, packing up my life again. It's just so strange knowing that I'm not going to be coming back next year. My school's going to disappear, and it's going to be like I was never here. So much history here, and not just my own. And it's all going to be gone. Not really, though, because I'll always have my memories and the friend's I've met here. It's so wierd because I've changed so much the last three years, and whether I want to admit it or not, it's because of Barat. It's Chris and Genivieve and Grace and Kierre, Gretchen and Anne and so many people that have come into my life that I never thought possible. Each one of them has changed me or started the change in some special way. It's hard because coming to college, you have to say goodbye to so many things. And now...I have to do it again. I hate goodbyes. Always have. But again, I'm not only saying good bye, I'm stepping into the next part, which is exciting. So I'm happy and sad and all kinds of confused. Very interesting place to be, and I wish I could create some art to express it. But I can't.

Emotions are funny things, because you can have a million and none at the same time.

I move in tomorrow.

I got an A on my Research Proposal.

so. tired.

i really really hate seeing the sun come up after not sleeping at all.

ugh, and i have to pull an all-nighter *tonight* too.

shoot me, please.

WTF?

Okay, I may possibly be asking for a little too much, here, but why oh why can't people memorize APA format? It's really not that hard. And it's kind of necessary at DePaul where every paper is very much research oriented, meaning you have to properly *reference* the research.

Yeah, I have the most-used stuff memorized, *and* I actually make use of my APA Manual, therefore people are constantly asking "how do I cite this..."

In short, fuck off and read your manual you pansy.

Desire makes me weak...

Okay, wow.

I'm so drained right now, it's ludicrous. I got my keys today, so I moved in some stuff. Had to be back here for a meeting, though, so I was only there about 10 minutes. There's still some things that maintance is working on, so I can't really "live" there at the moment anyway, so it's no big. But it is really cool because now it's really real. I have the keys, I have a lock! And a kitchen and just...it's really cool.

So I basically sat in 4 hours of traffic to spend 15 minutes at my place. hehe. Welcome to Chicago, eh?

I'm sorry, f-list. I have been a bad LJ friend, and I hate to admit it, but I'm going to continue being busy until I finish my last final. And I know I owe a lot of you emails and comments and replies and what not. I'm really sorry, just can't do *everything* right now.

*hugs you all*