Flipping the fuck out

Uh, yeah, so I'm in the middle of a nervous breakdown.

Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.

I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.

I just...I can't do this.

Bitterly Ironic:

My horoscope today:

Daily extended (by Astrology.com)
Telling you not to worry is advice that won't last for long right now. Even if you temporarily believe it, it will still be only too easy for you to talk yourself into worrying about what's going on and forgetting about your original objective. So, in the meantime, try to ignore what's happening and think, instead, about what you're after. Luck is definitely on your side, in a very big way.