Title: In Sunlight or in Shadow (8/?)
Author: [livejournal.com profile] chocgood84
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Rating: NC-17
Notes: This is a turning fic, and this part in particular has bloodplay and man-shagging – if it squicks you, don’t read!
Disclaimer: I don’t own Spike, Xander, or Buffy the Vampire Slayer. If I did, this wouldn’t be fanfic, it’d be cannon. These belong to Mutant Enemy and its creator, Joss Whedon. No harm, no foul.
Previous parts found at Forgotten Psychosis

In Sunlight or in Shadow, chapter 8. In which pr0nny goodness makes its presence known. )
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( Jan. 30th, 2005 12:59 pm)
I just stumbled across my favorite artist's site. Why can't I be a billionaire so I can buy *all* of his paintings?
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( Jan. 30th, 2005 01:47 pm)
Just posting it cuz I love it so.
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( Jan. 30th, 2005 01:51 pm)
I have my internship/experiential next quarter, so I can't miss any school.

And now my mom just called to tell me she wants me to go with her and my sister to Florida the second week of April!

NOT FAIR!!!


We're going to work it out so that I still go, but come back on Wednesday so I'll only miss one or two classes max. Weeeee! I'm going to Florida! Chris, here I come!!!! *bounce bounce bounce*
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( Jan. 30th, 2005 03:32 pm)
Gah! I'm boiling over with energy, and I've cleaned my room. Again. As in, got on my knees and scrubbed parts of the tile and wood and glass. Meh! I've dusted and polished my room to within an inch of its life. I think I'm high on cleaning fumes, which is fun.

Can't go to the gym because the Lake Forest High School Soccer team is in there. And I can't do schoolwork because I type one sentence and find myself bouncing all over the room (literally) again. Bah! I need like a Kitty Condo or something to play with.
This man is friggen hilarious. Just. Too damn funny!

Wonder if he's touring. I would pay money to see him live.
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( Jan. 30th, 2005 10:01 pm)
So, did anyone else watch Pompeii? Or am I the only geek?
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( Jan. 30th, 2005 11:07 pm)
Oh man! Just got back from the gym. Ran an extra mile tonight, but had to cut out the rest of my session because basketball players came in. Guess I've still got that paranoia/self-image issue, eh?

AND! The last time I weighed myself I had gained 3 pounds which saddened me but made sense - water retention and muscle build-up. But tonight when I weighed myself, I found the scale saying I was a full pound less than what I was to begin with. Which stands to reason that I'm on my way to my goal =) It also helps that I can now look at myself in the mirror without gagging. Even with my shirt off *nods*. How excited am I that I lost a pound? VERY! It doesn't sound like much, but if you had any idea how much this picks up my spirits, you'd be happy too:D

Especially since, theoretically speaking, I'll be on beaches in about two months. I'd really like to go to a beach and be able to do more than hide in the water and fear being speared by some whale poacher. And, I can't deny that I want to spruce myself up on the possiblity that I'll see Chris. The last time he saw me, I was about thirty pounds lighter and a redhead. I'd kinda like to wow him, you know? Not that my weight ever mattered to him - just something I want to do.
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