Huh, well what do you know...

I just filled out my lifestyle analysis questionnaire for Counseling Theories. One of the activities on it, as per Adlerian Therapy, is recounting as many of my childhood memories as I can, and then finding running themes and common situations.

Can't say I'm all that suprised, but the themes I found are ones of remorse, issues with not being able to control the situations, dealing improperly with loss, others' dissapointment in myself, and not being able to say good-bye to people I lost as a child. I've always known I was somewhat off emotionally. I guess I just didn't realize how emotionally fucked up I am.

The wierdest part is now that it's been pointed out to me, I see it all around me in my life. I guess Adler wasn't all that wrong after all.



ETA: Morning after post - having thought about it most of the night, I realize it really isn't quite so traumatic. So, I move on.

Nervous Breakdown!

Uh, well. You know it's mid-quarter when you got four hours of sleep and you know that's the most you'll get for the next 5 weeks. When the word "cumulative" makes you want to crawl under a rock and die. When the mere thought of rest and relaxation gives you something akin to an orgasm. And finally, folks, you know it's mid-quarter when the thought of food makes you physically ill and really, all you want, is one. day. off.

So, I guess I'll finally comment/catch up on f-list, oh, say, in 5-6 weeks?

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Oh no! Sim Spike cooked and started a fire! He died while Xander tried to save him! *cries* It was just a normal day...