Let your darker side give in...

*waves*

Just wanted to say thanks to anyone who's been thinking of me lately. Know I haven't exactly been Prince Chipper the past few weeks, and thanks to all for tolerating it;)

I am feeling much better tonight about everything. I guess I was just getting stressed out because of my parents and sister and all the hubub that's been happening around home.

Tonight, I was deliving a prescription to a home, and as I was going in, a group of Christmas carolers were coming out - about 20 in all. Right there in the parking lot, they sang "O Holy Night" to me (which happens to be one of my favorites) and only me, and wished me a Merry Christmas. Kinda got me to thinking about how I've been falling back on old habits of negativity and general bitchy-ness. And that's not something I want to happen.

So, now that I've been visited my Xmas Present, hopefully I'll start being a *little* better:)

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For some reason, this poem speaks to me. A.E. Housman, "When I Watch the Living Meet":

When I watch the living meet,
And the moving pageant file
Warm and breathing through the street
Where I lodge a little while,

If the heats of hate and lust
In the house of flesh are strong,
Let me mind the house of dust
Where my sojourn shall be long.

In the nation that is not
Nothing stands that stood before;
There revenges are forgot,
And the hater hates no more;

Lovers lying two and two
Ask not whom they sleep beside,
And the bridegroom all night through
Never turns him to the bride.

*hands on stomache*

Oh god...two microwave corndogs, a can of luke-cold pepsi, and the smell of hot tub chlorine and coconut bars...

I think an alien is hatching inside me. Someone cut my stomache out, please.

*curls into a ball at the foot of the bed*

Secrets and Cages, Pt. 3

Hey all

Title: Secrets and Cages (pt. 3, finale)
Author: chocgood84 (chocgood84 @ livejournal.com)
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Rating: NC-17 (this part)
Notes: AU, schmoop, sex, and drugs.
Previous Parts found here.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Spike, Xander, or Buffy the Vampire Slayer. If I did, this wouldn’t be fanfic, it’d be canon. These belong to Mutant Enemy and its creator, Joss Whedon. No harm, no foul.


( Secrets and Cages, Pt 3, the end. )

Secrets and Cages, Pt. 2

Hey all, here's the second part to my Halloween fic (heh). I have the third and final part back, and I'm planning on posting it tonight or tomorrow some time. Huge props to adis723 for the hard work she put into it. Also, a shout out to mpoetess for introducing me to the song, "The Truth About You," as sang by Mark Weigle.

Title: Secrets and Cages (pt. 2)
Author: chocgood84 (chocgood84 @ livejournal.com)
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Rating: PG-13 (this part)
Notes: AU, schmoop, sex, and drugs.
Previous Part found here.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Spike, Xander, or Buffy the Vampire Slayer. If I did, this wouldn’t be fanfic, it’d be canon. These belong to Mutant Enemy and its creator, Joss Whedon. No harm, no foul.


( Secrets and Cages, Pt 2 )