Yeah. Bleh. Feel kinda crappy right now. Had my "date" with Ben tonight. Kinda dissapointed. Don't get me wrong, we had some nice conversation, and he's a really nice guy it seems like. There just wasn't any chemistry; no spark. It was nice to finally have someone interested in me, so I'm not complaining about that, but it's kinda sad for me that it's not gonna, eh, grow. If nothing else, I got a friend out of the deal, because he is a really nice guy. And it's not even that I was getting my hopes up thinking it would blossom into this huge thing. Well, maybe a little. But, first date in about two years...not too horrible. 'Cept now I'm all cute and not doing anything. Guess it's time to get into my homework. Something tells me it's all I'll be getting into for quite a while. Bleh.