I'm kind of glad that break is coming up here in about two weeks. I need to get away for a while. I only wish that I wasn't going home for the whole 6 weeks. Especially since I don't have a job back home anymore, I'll pretty much be trapped in the house the whole time. Not to mention the day of stabbing my own eyeballs with sporks, aka Thanksgiving. I think it's about the worst holiday ever, especially considering my family has that whole cliche, you know the one where everyone yells and gets into a fight and doesn't speak during dinner and then later everyone pretends all is well, when they're really badmouthing eachother to everyone else. Not to mention the fact that I don't get along well with anyone in my family, so much. Things just seem to be better when I'm not *there*, you know?
I'm not feeling so well. I think may finally be coming down with whatever it was that was going around a few weeks ago. Always the last one, eh? Aside from feeling kind of all-over pain, for some reason the past couple nights I've been, uh, not happy. Forwhatever reason, I've been feeling really small and cold and alone. Trying to push it off, but maybe I need to let it in for a day to get it out of my system. I don't know. Maybe it's just because I've been really really busy and stressed out the past couple of weeks. And trying to prep for finals isn't helping anyway. Can you believe they start in less than two weeks? God where has this quarter, and year, gone?
Probly nothing, I'll be good. Always am. Just need a couple days to relax and focus on a few things, is all. And for those waiting for more fic, sorry. I have no idea when I'll get some more posted. Lurve me anyway?
I think I'm gonna go take a sleeping pill and kick my ass to bed. Been too tired lately. Course, I'll probably *actually* stare at my computer screen a few more hours.
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