what a day

Wow. Three days off from work, and then back for a 10 hour shift - not fun. Had a *horrible* night at work. Got reamed out by my GM, was flirting off and on with that guy. Got way stressed out and snapped on the entire crew *again*. And didn't get out until 12:30.

Feeling kind of lonely now. One of those "it seems like everyone has someone except me" moments. I hate that. I know it's not true. Maybe it's about time to start dating again? I mean, it's been over a fucking year since the break up with Chris. And the rebound guy is long gone. But I can't exactly start up anything with anyone here. That would just be emotional suicide. And really, who needs that? But I know I definetely need to open myself up some more.

I miss my friends terribly. I need my Grace and Genivieve fix. And I miss AJ and Grace 2.0 and Steve and Maria and Rachel, of course, Sarah. *whines* Man, this year at Barat is going to royally suck. I'm the only one left. Grrr.

Man, my head is killing me.

Hello??? Is this thing on?