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I breathe and I live. Yes, it is so. I can't believe it's been so long since I've updated. *wakes up* I haven't been up to date either on my friend's page. Anything big happen? Let me know. Way too far behind to try and catch up.

First things first, I have discovered that there are *gasp* other Tori Albums than Little Earthquakes and To Venus and Back. Yes, yes there are. Right now, very much in love with Scarlet's Walk.

Next off...Speedy. *sniffle* *joy* Speedy, my car, (I call it that cuz it's not) has died an undignified death. Well, we managed to resurect him with $500 and a new fuel injector. Pissed me off, it did. Me and bloodroses27 and frolic9 went up to Wheaton to see Common Rotation. I broke down like two blocks away. Had to miss it to wait for the tow truck and and then check into a hotel. Shawna and Kristen headed to the show. Kinda ticked me off, but *shrugs* it was my car, my problem. Wouldn't have expected them to wait around and miss it to. I just, I don't know. *shrugs* Anyhoo, $600 and 24 hours later and I'm on my way home only to be called in to work the minute I walk through the door. *glares at evil phone* No good comes from it. Good news though, I'm gettin me some new wheels! I want a new car as soon as possible, but I have a feeling it'll be more like August or September. Let's just hope that the bubble gum and glue holding Speedy together for now holds until then. Then the new owner can deal with the nightmare hahaha *evil laugh* I have no idea what I want. Well, I know what I don't want - a ford car. Bleh. Phooey. I spit on you Ford! *kicks you* grr. I still have to broach the subject with the 'rents. I doubt they'll go for it at first, but I'm sure I can talk them into it. They won't have to pay for it. Just keep it in their name. No worries then. So booo and yay!

Moving on. Work sucks. Now I remember why I hated Burger King with such a fiery passion! So much drama for such a juvenile job. But, I should be happy I suppose. Got a $1.50 raise to come to this store I'm at now. But damn. It's all a bunch of 16 year olds who have never had to work before. Damn kids. Grrr. And people wonder why I don't want them. Yuck. I'll tell you what. I never would have dreamt of speaking and acting the way these kids are at that age. My mother put the fear of...well, her, in me. Anyway, wound up firing 3 people my first week there - you know, to scare them into actually respecting me and what not, and making the point that *I* am in charge. Well this one kid just wouldn't budge. And I couldn't get any way around him. Anyway, he had the biggest cockiest attitude I have *ever* seen. Worst part? Complete and total ignorant bigot. Well one night, long story short, he called a couple of the other guys "fucking faggots" and his fate was sealed. Told him to get the fuck out and don't bother coming back. Whoot! At first I was really upset, but now I'm really glad it happened. It reminded me of the power I have in me. Not just in the BK world, but in my life. I have the power to tell people to get the fuck out of my life and don't bother coming back. I can do that. I don't have to put on a show! So another negative turned into a positive. Ahh...sometime's it's good to be a little older, a little wiser, and have a *lot* more power. Heh.

Bought a new cell. I'm in love with it, I am. It's pwetty dark blue and makes pretty sounds. Heehee. Yay for new toys! And I bought Butterfly Effect (they day it came out. heh). Love the "alternate" ending so much better than the original. Even though all I really wanted was for them to end up happily ever after. God damn that director is a genius. And in a few weeks Eternal Sunshine comes out. Yup yup. Slowly building up my psychotic collection. We all know how much I loved Eternal Sunshine *le sigh*.

Gosh, I'm sorry. Even after not updating in two weeks, my life is still dull. Um. Why do you still read this? lol. Do you read this? Hello? anyone there? One ye for yes and a silence for no. :D Hope everyone is well! Love you all!