synapticjava: (sorry)
( May. 18th, 2004 01:17 am)
Hehe. There's a *gorgeous* thunderstorm blowing all around right now. For about an hour and a half tonight, it was just lightening behind the clouds. No rain, just lightening and a soft rumbling thunder. Gosh it was so beautiful. Then a little bit ago, the sky exploded and let loose its sorrow. Hmm...I think AJ is starting to rub off on me.

Today was pretty fun. Me and Grace and Sarah ditched our first class today. We went to Hobby Lobby and then to the petstore to get Sarah some fish. I miss my animals so much:( *sniffle* I can't wait to go home. I'm really excited about it. I miss my kitties and my doggie and my Sunny.

My Aminals )

In other news, I was much happier all day today. Very. Freaking. Tired. But still, happy:P I think it has something to do with the less than three weeks of school left *and the gods give a sigh*. And it might be the fact that I feel right now that everything's as it should be. Everything feels like it's back into balance. Which is good, because, let's face it - crazy Bradley is a no-fun Bradley. Yes, yes it is. I keep forgetting to call Chris and I really need to to thank him for his gift. He bought me Down With Love. I love that movie. Then again, anything with Ewan is pretty much bound to get both my thumbs doing the wave. Hmm...now to do some reading for philosophy tomorrow (ugh). Have I said how excited I am that this year is almost over? It's been one of the best, and one of the worst, very short, and very longest years of my life. Gah. And in the mail came my registration stuff for Dirty Bird for this summer (double ugh). But the cool thing, I was talking to Leslie Burthold, in the college office, and if I take a Lab at black hawk, that *one* class transfers in as 6, and maybe even 8! credits. And what does that mean, you ask? That means that I only have to take one other class this summer! And what, prey tell does that meaneth? Why, kind sir, that means that I will not have to take *any* extra DePaul classes to graduate on time!!!! *backflips, cartwheels and orgasms all over the freaking place*

And also - it'll take a while to get used to saying Twenty when people ask my age. Like 15 times today alone, I said 19. Guh. I'm 20. heehee.
synapticjava: (Default)
( May. 18th, 2004 01:40 am)
I've decided to cut back on swearing so much. All it does is make people think I'm ignorant of proper english. Well, I'm giong to try anyway:P
synapticjava: (Life)
( May. 18th, 2004 02:58 am)
Yesterday I crawled for the first time.
I crawled to the stairs.
I fell down into tomorrow.
Yesterday I took my first step.
I walked to the oven in the kitchen.
I burnt away my innocence.
Yesterday I got my first bike.
I went for a ride.
I took a wrong path and lost myself.
Yesterday I made my first friend.
She said my bike was stupid.
She stole the first piece of myself.
Yesterday I met my first crush.
I confessed my feelings.
I suffered my first heart ache.
Yesterday I had my first kiss.
I learned how to tilt my head.
I lost a little more then.
Yesterday I matured.
I was confused and scared.
I lost what youth I had left.
Yesterday I left home.
I got to be independent.
I got to learn loneliness.
Yesterday I learned about love.
I felt those grown-up feelings.
I learned what it was to lose.
Today I learned time.
I finally felt its pressure.
I found yesterday is forever gone.
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