We all need a little sunshine

Okay, so if you haven't noticed, I'm trying to clean up my life a little. I want so desperately to be happy. And I've been, for the most part, succeeding. But I've come to the conclusion that the job I have now makes me unable to be completely happy. I hate this job more than anything I've ever had to go through before. I dred going to work, I deteste being at work, and it makes me physically ill thinking about having to work there. For christ's sake, I miss burger king. Burger king was the dream job compared to this. So why not quit? you might ask. Because I'm trapped. Which makes it feel even worse. I can't afford to quit because I won't have the money to live. And I can't find a job that'll hire me for 2 months. I'm better now that I'm off work and don't have to back until thursday. But right now, I'm trying to recover. I shouldn't have to take an emotional regrouping after work, though:(