And when it's over you'll breathe again...

*sigh* It's days like today that make me glad to be alive. I don't know why, but today I felt so...alive. It was really wierd. I love that feeling. It was the kind of day where I was smiling for no reason at all, and didn't even realize until someone said something. I believe it was something like "damn, you're happy today" And I was like, huh? They remarked about my smile. It was really wierd. I think I may have finally found that place. You know? Where everything just, is. Everything's right, like it should be. That's the only way I know how to explain it. Or, today was just a fluke. That's probably it, but still, it's nice to think. Either way, it was a great day.

It snowed all day too, and it's snowing now. That's normal, it's stable. It's supposed to snow until Thursday (off and on). It makes me happy, makes me wanna get all snuggled up under a blanket and watch it snow and read a book and be all wintery. It's great.

Tonight Grace and I were hanging out after I picked her up from work and we decided to watch Buffy. Heehee...Grace used to hate buffy. But now, not so much. Soon we shall have another convert amongst us. While we were watching and gorging ourself on pizza and some tastey beverages, Nick (her exboyfriend) called. Talked to him for a bit. Even that didn't feel wierd. I talked to him for a while about Chris (they were best friends) and he generally seemed to care how everything was with me. He more or less was trying to feel out how I'm doing since the break-up. And while on the phone with him, I realized that I haven't even thought about Chris for quite a while, much less felt bad about him. Which perked me up even more. Because now I know I'll be okay. Come on, was there every any doubt for those viewers at home? This is me, we're talking about. Bouncing back is what I do, it's my trademark. (and my smile says my troll stalker *shudder*) What's more - I don't need a boyfriend/lover/fuckbuddy to be happy. I'm good on my own. Yay, go me, go me, it's my..er...anyway, so yeah. All in all a good day. Minus the credit card statement *bangs head on desk* Ah well, no one ever said life was free, did they? Doubtful says my magic 8 ball. Well, I aspect I should be mosying on to the bunkhouse to get some much-needed shut-eye. Tomorrow's a day chock-full of papers, reading, cleaning, dishes, movies, and duty.

And i'm out like beta.

ow and ow and OUCH!!!

I just got Glade scented oil in my eye. Jesus fuck!!! *is still chipper*

WTF???

Sneaked away from bloodroses27

Random Renamer Generator from www.babynames.com

My New Name:

Stylish: Kipling Antony Hendrix
Traditional: Brighton Ali Hendrix
Wild: Inigo Alijah Hendrix
Creative: Qing yuan Pierre Hendrix
Natural: Baback Michael Hendrix
Quiet: Mead Ringo Hendrix
Friendly: Winslow Irish Hendrix
Philisophical: Americus Sinclair Hendrix
Ambitious: Heremon Nalo Hendrix

Um...*blink blink* Huh?

heehee.

This is the one I got first, using my LJ name:

Your Fantasy Persona by deadaerith
your name
your REAL age	671
but you only LOOK	4
Fantasy Race	Goblin
Your True Name	Xeron the Brave
Magical Powers	cute smile
Friend of	Dante the Daring
Enemy of	Seryph the Sexy
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

This is the one I got second, using my real name:

Your Fantasy Persona by deadaerith
your name
your REAL age	2,829
but you only LOOK	8
Fantasy Race	Merfolk
Your True Name	Saria the St-st-st-stutterer
Magical Powers	control of air
Friend of	Uoeoeoiiu the Unique
Enemy of	Fi the Unbeatable
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

I like the second one better =P

Ewww Gwooosssssss

Um *puke*. I. will. never. eat. again. Not just because I'll be remembering *that*, but for fear that the mold will next time pick *me* up and take me to the sink and wash *me* Bleck. Acky. Poo-poo. *keels over dead* I just spent 45 minutes doing my dishes.

***Mental note - buy paper plates.