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Ick. I feel like crap. Not sick-crap feeling. Feeling-crap feeling. I blame it on Grace;P She was in a bad mood tonight. So in trying to cheer her up, I kinda started to get sad and depressed myself. Anyway, I found out today right before work that Chris was here last night. Apparently, everyone knew except me. Well, no not really. It just feels like it. I heard that Jen made him come up, so he was up here for a few hours and hung out with Jen and Tex. He called Grace today. I know there's a lot of people that he didn't see and didn't call, but it kind of stings that he didn't even stop by or call or ask anything. It makes me feel really shitty. I miss him really really bad. I just want to see him and talk to him. It's probably best that I dont, and he knows that, but it still really sucks. I know this is a recurring theme in my journal, but I really hate this feeling and I want it to be over. I guess he has a second interview with Disney in Florida. If this goes well, I guess he'll be moving down there. While good for him, I think I would definetely fall apart if that happened. I just can't figure out a way to deal with it. *sigh*

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