*deep breath*

[synapticjava]

Wow. This trip home is exactly what I needed. I really feel like being home has helped clear my head completely. I feel so calm and refreshed and all around great. I've been able to think things out clearly. First and foremost, I have decided that I can no longer be happy at Barat. There are too many things there that make completely unhappy. I have decided that I will move into an apartment somewhere, on my own unless I find a roomate, beginning in the winter quarter. And I will transfer downtown. I never thought I'd say this, but I look forward to going to the LPC or Loop campus. Barat is just too sad for me. Perhaps I will even come to like DePaul if I actually go there. Because, let's face it, Barat is not, never has been nor ever would have been DePaul. Which is good, except that I feel that my time at Barat is over now. That chapter needs to close. So now to find a roomate/cheap 1 bedroom apartment. But this will come in time.

Other things I have thought out. My emotional unstability lately. I chalk it up to stress, and not venting my emotions in a proper, healthy way. I appologize to anyone I may have snapped at or on. However, I believe that as my friends, you will understand.

There are many other things, which I don't now want to worry about. And so, good night.

Love to you all.

Comments

[saowin.livejournal.com]

Good luck!

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

Thanks! *hugs*

[toyish.livejournal.com]

I am glad you are feeling better, I hope you do find happieness downtown, you deserve it.

[coriandre.livejournal.com]

Damn! maybe I need some mississipi river up in my weekend.

I'm glad you are feeling refreshed. I'll see you when you get back.

Yeah

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

Sometimes the Mississippi is the cure:P

I am back. But now I think I feel worse.