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Oh. My. God. What is this? What's going on?
Yes, still alive. Been busy. Kinda funny actually. The minuted I don't have a job, I get a life. I've been out practically every night this week. Erm. Maybe, it's more of a pseudo-life. You know, looks like the real thing but isn't? I think I may be just a tad crazy right now.
Wow...my updates are getting farther apart. I'm not sure if that's good or not because LJ tends to be very therapeutic for me. So, for an in-depth look at what I've been up to, I'm going to post a real live update!
Okay, so yeah. Now I forgot all the stuff I was going to post about. First things first, I'm starting to get pretty stressed out about school. Not anything bad really, I'm just starting to really wear myself down. 5 weeks till summer and freedom and I can almost taste it. I have so much to do. I have to write my proposal for my Gothic Lit project, do an annotated bibliography for Philosophy due Monday. I need to read approximately 550 pages tomorrow sometime between the airport in the morning, the library at Lincoln Park, and our staff meeting tomorrow night. *le sigh*
Monday I got trashed. Posted about that. But then Tuesday night I was on duty, and a had a couple beers. Wednesday I went out with some friends and had some beer. Thursday I remember drinking something but I don't remember what, where or with who. Friday I had a couple beers. And tonight we went bowling and had a beer. Hmm...I think I'm taking not having a job well. .
I'm getting a B+ in Stats! Whoot! I'm doing well in all my classes, as far as I know. I just need to keep it up.
Okay, so Friday, Genevieve came over at 2PM and we started playing Donkey Kong. At 2AM we were still playing. We went to the Moon with Eesha and came back and played till 4:30, and then sat around until 6 talking about a bunch of stuff. We watched Ellen's "The Beginning". Went to sleep at 7 and then got up at 11 for a meeting at 12. Then last night, I had to go to a Jewish Synogage service. It was actually pretty neat to be able to observe it. I felt wildly out of place and extremely uncomfortable though. I had to wear one of those caps, which I didn't mind - I just always thought that only Jews were supposed to wear it. I didn't want to be disrespectful. And the whole service was basically in Hebrew. So our class, completely 100% Gentile, kinda did nothing. I just felt really disrespectful being there.
And after that, me and Grace and Genevieve and Eesha went out and saw Mean Girls. Oh my fucking god. Looked really cheesy, but was really really fucking good. It was just what I needed to pick me back up. Definetely a feel-good movie. And it so reminded me of high school, dead on. *And* it takes place right here, on the north shore. It was so funny. The theater was packed with junior high and high school kids (duh), but I think our group enjoyed the movie a lot more. We were the only ones laughing and having a good time. Then we came back and played Donky Kong (we beat it too!!!) until like 4 Saturday morning, and watched Ellen's "Here and Now" and talked some more. Then I went to bed around 5 or 6. I freaking slept until 3:30 this afternoon! I think that may be the latest I have ever slept. It was nice though. No ringing phones, no one waking me up or needing anything. I could get used to being unemployed.
Then tonight, we went to a psychic. Genivieve's the only one that got it done though, because it was $20. Otherwise I would have had mine done too. It was really wierd though, because the place was exactly like how you picture a psychic's place. All swammy like and creepy with an old woman laying on a couch and eery lighting and what not. But Genivieve said everything the psychic told her was dead on and creepy. Now I really really want to go and have her do me. Maybe I'll treat myself to it when I get my birthday cash. But after that, we went bowling (god I suck) until a bunch of drama happened, and we left. And now I'm back. And I have to get up in 5 hours to go pick up my mom and sister at the airport so we can go out to breakfast during their layover. Man, how come the weekends go so freaking fast? Huh, why? S'not fair. Everyday should be Saturday.
This week has otherwise been pretty good. Except for some friend stuff. With one friend, I'm really worried about her because she just started this medication and it doesn't seem to be helping at *all*, and in fact seems to be making her worse. And she's been having really wierd mood swings lately. And then tonight we had a bit of a sqabble over money stuff. I know that I need to talk to her, but I'm afraid to. I don't want another ruined friendship. She's possibly the best friend I've ever had, but I see things starting to happen and I don't like where it's going.
And then another "friend" is about to get bitch-slapped. I found out a bunch of shit about her and someone else that I care about. I've always suspected that everything that comes out of her mouth is a fucking lie, but I never really wanted to call her on it. But now it's starting to infect my relationship with other people, as well as how other people see things. Everyone knows she's a liar, but still people seem to believe some of the things she says. I really just wanna go up to her and bitch her out like no tomorrow. When I found out what I did, I seriously wanted to find her and yell and scream at her and make her feel like the horribly manipulative, controlling lieing little witch she is. When I saw her today, I almost did, but didn't want to make a scene.
Ahh, Barat. *insert sarcasm* It's the Drama I'll miss the most
Yes, still alive. Been busy. Kinda funny actually. The minuted I don't have a job, I get a life. I've been out practically every night this week. Erm. Maybe, it's more of a pseudo-life. You know, looks like the real thing but isn't? I think I may be just a tad crazy right now.
Wow...my updates are getting farther apart. I'm not sure if that's good or not because LJ tends to be very therapeutic for me. So, for an in-depth look at what I've been up to, I'm going to post a real live update!
Okay, so yeah. Now I forgot all the stuff I was going to post about. First things first, I'm starting to get pretty stressed out about school. Not anything bad really, I'm just starting to really wear myself down. 5 weeks till summer and freedom and I can almost taste it. I have so much to do. I have to write my proposal for my Gothic Lit project, do an annotated bibliography for Philosophy due Monday. I need to read approximately 550 pages tomorrow sometime between the airport in the morning, the library at Lincoln Park, and our staff meeting tomorrow night. *le sigh*
Monday I got trashed. Posted about that. But then Tuesday night I was on duty, and a had a couple beers. Wednesday I went out with some friends and had some beer. Thursday I remember drinking something but I don't remember what, where or with who. Friday I had a couple beers. And tonight we went bowling and had a beer. Hmm...
I'm getting a B+ in Stats! Whoot! I'm doing well in all my classes, as far as I know. I just need to keep it up.
Okay, so Friday, Genevieve came over at 2PM and we started playing Donkey Kong. At 2AM we were still playing. We went to the Moon with Eesha and came back and played till 4:30, and then sat around until 6 talking about a bunch of stuff. We watched Ellen's "The Beginning". Went to sleep at 7 and then got up at 11 for a meeting at 12. Then last night, I had to go to a Jewish Synogage service. It was actually pretty neat to be able to observe it. I felt wildly out of place and extremely uncomfortable though. I had to wear one of those caps, which I didn't mind - I just always thought that only Jews were supposed to wear it. I didn't want to be disrespectful. And the whole service was basically in Hebrew. So our class, completely 100% Gentile, kinda did nothing. I just felt really disrespectful being there.
And after that, me and Grace and Genevieve and Eesha went out and saw Mean Girls. Oh my fucking god. Looked really cheesy, but was really really fucking good. It was just what I needed to pick me back up. Definetely a feel-good movie. And it so reminded me of high school, dead on. *And* it takes place right here, on the north shore. It was so funny. The theater was packed with junior high and high school kids (duh), but I think our group enjoyed the movie a lot more. We were the only ones laughing and having a good time. Then we came back and played Donky Kong (we beat it too!!!) until like 4 Saturday morning, and watched Ellen's "Here and Now" and talked some more. Then I went to bed around 5 or 6. I freaking slept until 3:30 this afternoon! I think that may be the latest I have ever slept. It was nice though. No ringing phones, no one waking me up or needing anything. I could get used to being unemployed.
Then tonight, we went to a psychic. Genivieve's the only one that got it done though, because it was $20. Otherwise I would have had mine done too. It was really wierd though, because the place was exactly like how you picture a psychic's place. All swammy like and creepy with an old woman laying on a couch and eery lighting and what not. But Genivieve said everything the psychic told her was dead on and creepy. Now I really really want to go and have her do me. Maybe I'll treat myself to it when I get my birthday cash. But after that, we went bowling (god I suck) until a bunch of drama happened, and we left. And now I'm back. And I have to get up in 5 hours to go pick up my mom and sister at the airport so we can go out to breakfast during their layover. Man, how come the weekends go so freaking fast? Huh, why? S'not fair. Everyday should be Saturday.
This week has otherwise been pretty good. Except for some friend stuff. With one friend, I'm really worried about her because she just started this medication and it doesn't seem to be helping at *all*, and in fact seems to be making her worse. And she's been having really wierd mood swings lately. And then tonight we had a bit of a sqabble over money stuff. I know that I need to talk to her, but I'm afraid to. I don't want another ruined friendship. She's possibly the best friend I've ever had, but I see things starting to happen and I don't like where it's going.
And then another "friend" is about to get bitch-slapped. I found out a bunch of shit about her and someone else that I care about. I've always suspected that everything that comes out of her mouth is a fucking lie, but I never really wanted to call her on it. But now it's starting to infect my relationship with other people, as well as how other people see things. Everyone knows she's a liar, but still people seem to believe some of the things she says. I really just wanna go up to her and bitch her out like no tomorrow. When I found out what I did, I seriously wanted to find her and yell and scream at her and make her feel like the horribly manipulative, controlling lieing little witch she is. When I saw her today, I almost did, but didn't want to make a scene.
Ahh, Barat. *insert sarcasm* It's the Drama I'll miss the most
