Yeah, so...

[synapticjava]

that last post being all happy? Scratch that. I'm pretty pissed right now. Chris is here. Chris was here all day from what I heard. Did I get a phone call? Did anyone tell me? Did anyone even *email* me and let me know? No, of course not. Course, I'm almost positive the people in question who should have said something didn't want to because it might "make me wierd or upset". I think I should be the one to judge that, don't you? This is a person that I loved, someone who was my life for a long time. And no one even cares to tell me that he is in town or that he was visiting Barat. I guess that's what a lot of my "friends" think. Oh well, fuck them. I know who matters to me. I know who my real friends are. Fuck them and fuck that. And for that matter, fuck Chris for not even thinking about me. Really makes me rethink what the whole relationship was about, ya know?

Comments

[toyish.livejournal.com]

Okay I am sorry that my last reply sounded so mean, I know that it has been really hard on you not having Chris and how much he meant to you. If it makes you feel better I did tell him to call you when he got here. I thought he had.

Thanks

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

Sorry if the post I just commented was bitchy. I'm just really really upset right now. I think if you read my lst post, you'll understand why. I'm not so upset with you as I am with him.