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synapticjava) wrote2007-03-27 02:00 am
synapticjava) wrote2007-03-27 02:00 am
Exhaustion: The state of me
So flipping exhausted. Don't know why I'm still up.
Thinking about Frank. Kind of a big change for me (right?). I mean, him in general. He doesn't want anything from me but myself. It's really a wierd/scary/awesome feeling. I'm pretty crazy about him. This weekend I'm going to Indy to spend it with him, meeting his friends, going on dates, and hanging out. We're getting tested (yeah, that's right. I'm actually dating someone and haven't even fooled around yet. I'm proud of myself). Anyway, this could turn out to be a really big weekend. I know he's getting a hotel room so we're not sleeping at his mom's house again. Friday night we're going to a party at his frat brother's place. Should be interesting, since The Ex is on the guest list with a big fat RSVP. I'm not worried. I'm there with Frank, and that's what matters. No reason getting wierd or akward. Saturday we're going to Noblesville to hook up with his best friend from college and her family. Then Sunday night is our night. Mmm. nice.
I dropped![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
wilde_moon off a few hours ago at the oasis. It was a good weekend, I think we all had some fun.
And, even though I'm so tired I can't stand it right now - it feels really good right now. I'm breathing easy and smiling freely. Good times are here.
Thinking about Frank. Kind of a big change for me (right?). I mean, him in general. He doesn't want anything from me but myself. It's really a wierd/scary/awesome feeling. I'm pretty crazy about him. This weekend I'm going to Indy to spend it with him, meeting his friends, going on dates, and hanging out. We're getting tested (yeah, that's right. I'm actually dating someone and haven't even fooled around yet. I'm proud of myself). Anyway, this could turn out to be a really big weekend. I know he's getting a hotel room so we're not sleeping at his mom's house again. Friday night we're going to a party at his frat brother's place. Should be interesting, since The Ex is on the guest list with a big fat RSVP. I'm not worried. I'm there with Frank, and that's what matters. No reason getting wierd or akward. Saturday we're going to Noblesville to hook up with his best friend from college and her family. Then Sunday night is our night. Mmm. nice.
I dropped
wilde_moon off a few hours ago at the oasis. It was a good weekend, I think we all had some fun.And, even though I'm so tired I can't stand it right now - it feels really good right now. I'm breathing easy and smiling freely. Good times are here.
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