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synapticjava) wrote2007-03-05 04:36 pm
synapticjava) wrote2007-03-05 04:36 pm
Here (in your arms)
New obsession: Hellogoodbye. Specifically, this song.
Last night, I was in country mode. Today, I'm in dance mode.
I pretty much just figured out that I'm letting it happen again: I'm letting myself get sucked into the bad and not looking for the good.
Saturday night was a disaster, but I can't change that. I can only move forward. The same thing goes for Todd. I did a bad, immature thing (I'm sure that won't be my last). But again, I can't change that. Things with my mom will be okay. Things with Phillip, I'm thinking won't. But maybe that's okay too. It's always sad to outgrow a friend, but it does happen.
The point is simply that I've worked pretty hard to make things good for myself for it all to be thrown away by a few things being thrown at me that I never forsaw. That's life, right? BS hurtling towards you in all it's face-splattering splendor. The trick is to learn when to dodge, and when to just deal.
So this is me, dealing. Well, a little bit of dodging, but mostly dealing. Head on and straight on till morning, right?
Thanks you guys - it's nice to know that there are people out there who have faith and love in me.
Last night, I was in country mode. Today, I'm in dance mode.
I pretty much just figured out that I'm letting it happen again: I'm letting myself get sucked into the bad and not looking for the good.
Saturday night was a disaster, but I can't change that. I can only move forward. The same thing goes for Todd. I did a bad, immature thing (I'm sure that won't be my last). But again, I can't change that. Things with my mom will be okay. Things with Phillip, I'm thinking won't. But maybe that's okay too. It's always sad to outgrow a friend, but it does happen.
The point is simply that I've worked pretty hard to make things good for myself for it all to be thrown away by a few things being thrown at me that I never forsaw. That's life, right? BS hurtling towards you in all it's face-splattering splendor. The trick is to learn when to dodge, and when to just deal.
So this is me, dealing. Well, a little bit of dodging, but mostly dealing. Head on and straight on till morning, right?
Thanks you guys - it's nice to know that there are people out there who have faith and love in me.