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synapticjava) wrote2006-10-30 07:27 pm
synapticjava) wrote2006-10-30 07:27 pm
What I learned today
1. that in matters of the heart, men, and relationships, i am, actually, insane. more on this as it progresses throughout the week.
2. i actually cannot talk and work at the same time. er rather, listen to an earpiece and still try and sell a $1,000 computer at the same time.
3. officemax is funny. the people that work there, they drink the kool-aid because i felt like i had walked into an episode of gulla gulla island. does anyone else remember that show?
4. even after being stark raving mad for a few hours last night, today I was rather chipper.
which brings me to my next point:
I need to make an apointment with a therapist. Last night I had a really bad night. Crying, sobbing, screaming. I picked some boxes out of the trash and started packing. I threw a bunch of plates and broke them, along with most of the stuff in the sink. It was partly because of Neil-type things. But mostly everything else, the last few months all at once rushing in. I've kind of decided I need to talk to someone. I can't do it all on my own. These kind of high and lows aren't normal to any degree.
Anyway, I'm gonna run. My boss is taking me out for a beer to commemorate my first day.
2. i actually cannot talk and work at the same time. er rather, listen to an earpiece and still try and sell a $1,000 computer at the same time.
3. officemax is funny. the people that work there, they drink the kool-aid because i felt like i had walked into an episode of gulla gulla island. does anyone else remember that show?
4. even after being stark raving mad for a few hours last night, today I was rather chipper.
which brings me to my next point:
I need to make an apointment with a therapist. Last night I had a really bad night. Crying, sobbing, screaming. I picked some boxes out of the trash and started packing. I threw a bunch of plates and broke them, along with most of the stuff in the sink. It was partly because of Neil-type things. But mostly everything else, the last few months all at once rushing in. I've kind of decided I need to talk to someone. I can't do it all on my own. These kind of high and lows aren't normal to any degree.
Anyway, I'm gonna run. My boss is taking me out for a beer to commemorate my first day.