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synapticjava) wrote2006-08-21 09:53 pm
synapticjava) wrote2006-08-21 09:53 pm
The icing
Here's the icing on the incredibly crappy weekend cake, kiddies:
I blew it with Sam. We decided not to see each other anymore.
I'm certainly not suprised. And I definetely can't get that upset over it. This is what happens. Really. It's just something that I have to learn how to deal with - not Sam, per se, but potential future relationships.
But on the less rational, less grown-up, less mature side of things: this really just sucks. First my job, then my family, and now this. I understand that God tests us, that he or she doesn't give us anything we can't ultimately handle. It's supposed to make us stronger. Well, I'm strong enough. I don't want to be any stronger than I am right now.
Anyway, I should probably get some rest for my interview in the morning. Something to look forward to, I suppose.
I blew it with Sam. We decided not to see each other anymore.
I'm certainly not suprised. And I definetely can't get that upset over it. This is what happens. Really. It's just something that I have to learn how to deal with - not Sam, per se, but potential future relationships.
But on the less rational, less grown-up, less mature side of things: this really just sucks. First my job, then my family, and now this. I understand that God tests us, that he or she doesn't give us anything we can't ultimately handle. It's supposed to make us stronger. Well, I'm strong enough. I don't want to be any stronger than I am right now.
Anyway, I should probably get some rest for my interview in the morning. Something to look forward to, I suppose.