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synapticjava) wrote2006-02-02 02:48 am
synapticjava) wrote2006-02-02 02:48 am
You know what's interesting?
That I start "acting like a ho" and all of a sudden, guys are interested. Not that I'm actually being all that promiscuous (one guy, repeatedly doesn't quite count as that big of a deal, I think), mind you. I think it's the self-confidence thing. Lately when I've been out or just hanging out at the bar or whatever, I've actually initiated contact and talked to random guys just because. I also got my haircut in a "Look at me!" kind of way. (It's technically a fauxhawk for anyone who cares), so for whatever reason, I've been really extroverted lately.
I got three numbers tonight, and about 4 other guys asked for mine. Granted, numbers aren't all that important, and I shouldn't be basing anything on it. But on the other hand, I think that says a lot about how much I've grown and just how much I've changed over the last 9 months or so. I'm definetely not that shy quiet guy that sits in the corner anymore.
And also on a lighter, comedy cosmic note, Gio came into the bar tonight. He still wants to go out sometime. I think maybe I'll call him and set something up, so long as he understands I'm not looking for anything serious right now.
Wow, this ran on a bit longer than I expected, but I'm writing this more for me than for an actual LJ post. Tonight, I was on. I was funny and charming and cute, and I struck up conversations with a few people I didn't know. And, people responded to that. That really means a lot - I hope I don't forget that.
P.S. - I've had a few, but I'm only slightly buzzed. This is not a drunk post.
I got three numbers tonight, and about 4 other guys asked for mine. Granted, numbers aren't all that important, and I shouldn't be basing anything on it. But on the other hand, I think that says a lot about how much I've grown and just how much I've changed over the last 9 months or so. I'm definetely not that shy quiet guy that sits in the corner anymore.
And also on a lighter, comedy cosmic note, Gio came into the bar tonight. He still wants to go out sometime. I think maybe I'll call him and set something up, so long as he understands I'm not looking for anything serious right now.
Wow, this ran on a bit longer than I expected, but I'm writing this more for me than for an actual LJ post. Tonight, I was on. I was funny and charming and cute, and I struck up conversations with a few people I didn't know. And, people responded to that. That really means a lot - I hope I don't forget that.
P.S. - I've had a few, but I'm only slightly buzzed. This is not a drunk post.
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