Update:

[synapticjava]

I can't tell whether it's gotten worse or stayed the same. The only thing I know is that it did not get better. I went out and got some meds, but they're wearing off pretty quickly. I can't tell if i have a fever because I have no themometer and no one sells the old cheap ones anymore - they're all the digital ones, and I really can't afford one. As it is, I had to take the money out of my checking account to pay my utility bill so that I could buy the meds.

This sucks in so many ways.

And also, I'm self-pitifying because I'm sick so don't get upset, but being sick really reminds a person how alone they are. I miss my mom, I want a bf, and I can't even talk to friends because I have no voice.

*wimper*