*sigh*

[synapticjava]

Why am I posting instead of doing any of the 5 bajillion things I need to do? I feel like my head is about to explode just thinking about it all. On top of being stressed out, I also am feeling all depressed and mopey and just generally like crap. Which doesn't help with all the shit I have to do. It's a never-ending vicious cycle. I present a list of things to do before a week from tomorrow:

Plan, execute and evaluate my last RA Program
Fill out my RA evaluation
Organize and have my pod meeting
Finish the BGLTS budget (by thursday at noon)
Write my Poetry paper (please stab me in the eyeball)
Write my Socialization paper (not that hard, but it's 10 pages)
Submit my winter leadership conference application
Redo a stats assignment, as well as complete two more
Study for my stats final (a two day affair)
Study for my math final (ha bloody ha)
Study for my poetry final (*cries*
Be on duty 4 more days
Work at Gapeesh 6 more days
Evaluate my Serious Business program
Meet with Dan about my evaluation
See Shaudenfrued and write the reflection paper
Work out my schedule in Admissions
Work out my schedule at Gapeesh
Clean my fucking room
Do laundry
Call my mom

*cries*

Also, it really sucks as Thanksgiving is comming up. Another year feeling completely and utterly alone. Kinda how I'm feeling now. I hate it.

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[wildflowerfever.livejournal.com]

Word of advice: When you are upset, do not listen to frickin' FULL OF GRACE. My god. ;)

Also, we will finish the budget tonight, I promise. I'm sorry that I wasn't feeling up to going out last night.