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synapticjava) wrote2005-10-04 02:18 pm
synapticjava) wrote2005-10-04 02:18 pm
They wanted me to be the dream
Or why I should just stop trying.
Last night was the Gentry party - the party I've been looking forward to for weeks.
I was going to post a long and involved entry about why I'm upset, but I'm going to sum it up really easily: I don't like it when people pretend to be my friends. And I especially don't like when I'm treated the way I was last night, and furthermore if that's how my friends are going to be...maybe I need some new ones.
On the other side of the coin, I got to talk to Kierre last night, and I realized just how *much* I miss having someone to talk to like that. No holds barred, no judgement, just caring and support and someone who generally cares about what's going on in my life. I really wish she'd move to the city.
And now I have to return to schoolwork and RL. RL bites.
Last night was the Gentry party - the party I've been looking forward to for weeks.
I was going to post a long and involved entry about why I'm upset, but I'm going to sum it up really easily: I don't like it when people pretend to be my friends. And I especially don't like when I'm treated the way I was last night, and furthermore if that's how my friends are going to be...maybe I need some new ones.
On the other side of the coin, I got to talk to Kierre last night, and I realized just how *much* I miss having someone to talk to like that. No holds barred, no judgement, just caring and support and someone who generally cares about what's going on in my life. I really wish she'd move to the city.
And now I have to return to schoolwork and RL. RL bites.
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