1) I'm glad you think you know me. It's almost cute - except for the fact that you don't.
2) You're right - this is an open forum. But the thing is? Whether you think it's for attention or not, which I really don't care a whole lot about what you think, it's not. This is my journal. Me and her have talked about it before, so if you're trying to get me all ruffled up, I don't care. I don't force anyone to read or not to read my stuff, but at the same time? No one has the right to tell me how to think or feel or not to - not even you.
3) You know what? Maybe I'm not a martyr. But neither is any of you. I did sit at the bar by myself - because that's where I always sit, and because I didn't particularily want to be around you, Ray and Vive together. I didn't force her to get up and come talk to me, but the next day she made me feel guilty for "having to do it". That's a problem. I wouldn't have cared at all had she just sat with you all night. But again, that's her, not you.
4) As for my internet friends - who cares if its real or not. I really don't have to worry about it, because I know they can't cause the drama or spread the bullshit that my reallife friends do. So whatever you think of me is kind of moot. So, I'm done.
Re: Burning Bridges
1) I'm glad you think you know me. It's almost cute - except for the fact that you don't.
2) You're right - this is an open forum. But the thing is? Whether you think it's for attention or not, which I really don't care a whole lot about what you think, it's not. This is my journal. Me and her have talked about it before, so if you're trying to get me all ruffled up, I don't care. I don't force anyone to read or not to read my stuff, but at the same time? No one has the right to tell me how to think or feel or not to - not even you.
3) You know what? Maybe I'm not a martyr. But neither is any of you. I did sit at the bar by myself - because that's where I always sit, and because I didn't particularily want to be around you, Ray and Vive together. I didn't force her to get up and come talk to me, but the next day she made me feel guilty for "having to do it". That's a problem. I wouldn't have cared at all had she just sat with you all night. But again, that's her, not you.
4) As for my internet friends - who cares if its real or not. I really don't have to worry about it, because I know they can't cause the drama or spread the bullshit that my reallife friends do. So whatever you think of me is kind of moot. So, I'm done.