that was absolutely beautiful. you probably have no clue how truly wonderful that was... had me crying from that tendre beginning with spike and xander, singing to myself and damn near sobbing at the end. and that ~never~ happens. ever.

"Xander’s eyes found Spike’s once more[...]" <--my favourite paragraph. makes me just want to curl up in bed cry, cause all those people ive ever cared about... how should i know if they realise that things here are fine?

heh. im sorry. i cant at all articulate this right now. lack of eloquence. overflow of emotion. you understand...