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synapticjava) wrote2005-02-15 08:43 pm
synapticjava) wrote2005-02-15 08:43 pm
*ehem*
Skipped first class and watch QAF instead. Went to second class - skipped third class and watched QAF instead. In my defense, I didn't sleep again last night at all, and it wouldn't have been fair to me *or* the teacher for me to go and crash in their classes.
Oh, that Research Methods midterm I thought for sure I failed? I wound up getting a high C on it - go me! But, that Counseling Theories midterm I thought I aced? High C. Booo me. But i did get a few points above the class average, so that's good right?
And now because I ate three meals today, er more specifically a salad, a bag of popcorn and a sandwhich and some gum, and because I skipped the gym last night because of my leg, I feel fat. It's so frustrating! I wish we all had the ability to make ourselves pretty or whatever we wanted instantly. Why can't I be a Photosheep .jpg? Then I would *know* what I was doing. You know it's weird - my self esteem as far as body image is concerned has plummeted in the last month and a half; and yet my artistic self-esteem has jumped a few notches. The more and more people that comment on my photography and digital creations and fanfiction and original fiction, the prouder I become of my so-called talent; but the worse I feel about how I look. Yeah, I know - I'm crazy. That's been established.
Anyway, it's looking like I'm going to be tied up (unvoluntarily) for the rest of the week. So if any action happens with you all that I missed or forgot to comment on, let me know because I feel like the worst LJ friend ever.
And now to go to the gym *le sigh*.
Also - another new icon; the animated frames are from![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
karenbear's post.
Oh, that Research Methods midterm I thought for sure I failed? I wound up getting a high C on it - go me! But, that Counseling Theories midterm I thought I aced? High C. Booo me. But i did get a few points above the class average, so that's good right?
And now because I ate three meals today, er more specifically a salad, a bag of popcorn and a sandwhich and some gum, and because I skipped the gym last night because of my leg, I feel fat. It's so frustrating! I wish we all had the ability to make ourselves pretty or whatever we wanted instantly. Why can't I be a Photosheep .jpg? Then I would *know* what I was doing. You know it's weird - my self esteem as far as body image is concerned has plummeted in the last month and a half; and yet my artistic self-esteem has jumped a few notches. The more and more people that comment on my photography and digital creations and fanfiction and original fiction, the prouder I become of my so-called talent; but the worse I feel about how I look. Yeah, I know - I'm crazy. That's been established.
Anyway, it's looking like I'm going to be tied up (unvoluntarily) for the rest of the week. So if any action happens with you all that I missed or forgot to comment on, let me know because I feel like the worst LJ friend ever.
And now to go to the gym *le sigh*.
Also - another new icon; the animated frames are from
karenbear's post.