"Then again my faith is such that we don't cease to exist, we just aren't physical beings anymore."

Well, you've hit the nail on the head there for me. I don't think I have any faith. It reallly disturbs me. I did when I was a teenager; not in anything specific. In fact, for most of my teenage years, I was an outright atheist; but I was on some kind of spiritual quest. You know how when you're in puberty and *everything* is so damn important. *g* I guess too much RL happened, and now my MO is just to ignore all spiritual questions and try to get what I want out of life without hurting too many people along the way.