Sometimes I think a reset button would be nice. But mostly i'm glad things are the way they are, i am grateful for the bad stuff, it has made me into the person i am today. Ok so i fucked up my education good and proper, but hey, i got a nice job that pays quite nicely. And yeah I just wasted 10 ten years of my life with the same bloke and only now now do i realise that it wasn't love. And yeah, my parents abandoned me as a child, i wasn't wanted, blah, blah, i really could go on and on, my life is quite the sob story, it never went the way i wanted it to. But I wouldn't change it.

School will be over before you know it, *beleive me*. I know I don't really know you, but I just hate to hear you put yourslf down. You are *not* a loser. There is no such thing.

~hugs you better~

Suki
xxx