*le sigh*

[synapticjava]

I do love this season a lot. So many great things about it. But there's also something not so nice - how lonley it makes me. For some reason this is the season that sticks out in my mind as being the time when I *should* have someone, and when I want a someone the most. Don't get me wrong - I'm comfortable with the fact that I'm alone. I've gotten used to it. I'm even resigned to the fact that I may be a lone for a long time. It's cool. It's just that this is the kind of night where I really really just want to crawl into bed and be held. Or go for a walk with that one person. And share things. I guess I'm encredibly lonesome and pathetic right now. Ah well. No, scratch the pathetic part. Nothing wrong with being lonely. It's just sucky right now. Well, someday. I at least have to have faith that *someday*...