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Allright, we all knew the "gone for a few days" thing wouldn't happen. However, because I'm so drained, I've decided to take today off. No work and I'm not going to my one class, even if it is the sexy prof. I just really don't feel like driving all the way down to LPC today, looking for parking, waiting for my class to start, *going* to class and sitting for an hour and a half and then driving all the way back up here. Besdies, I need the time off. I know that I should go but I want to stay. And *grr* the whole reason I didn't go into work today was because I wanted to sleep in late - the groundscrew was here *#&@^!*. I hate them soooooo much. Was woken up at 9:00. I got to sleep a whole extra 15 minutes more than usual. *glares* I *really* can't wait until the grass dies. Of course, with it being autumn now, they'll be out there twice a day with leaf blowers. And the one guy they let use them just "isn't all there" so he likes to blow the leaves...off the trees!
Right...so I'm in a classical music mood. Interesting. So far, I've aquired Mozart's Requiem in D minor 626, mucho Chopin and Vivaldi. I've decided that while, I'm in love with Mozart, much of Chopin's piana pieces are a little too "happy" for me. I like soft and kind of sad pieces on the piano. I've found some, but I think Chopin should be saved for a rainy day. Er, actually a sunny day or something. And I got a *lot* of violin pieces. I just love the voilin. I wish I could play. Hell, I wish I could play *any* instrument.
Okay, so for real, here's the thing. I'm feeling much better today than I was yesterday. And looking at it from another perspective, I still feel like what I did was right, if not a little jump-the-gun, and yes, maybe even meddlesome. However, I know that if I had a friend who found out my bf was possibly cheating on me, I would want to know. Especially because I've been in the situation. But I've decided that that situation mixed in with Grace made for *bad news* and hey, whatever. I was just really hurt and upset that my friends would lie to me and behave so childishly. You know...I hated it when Vive said what Oprah says, but I guess it is true. People don't tell you who they are, they show you.
So now, as indicated by my last post, I'm done. From now on if people want my advice on a situation, they can schedule an appointment with my secretary and she can tell them were to send the $150 perhour check. I realize I have a compulsion...I didn't realize compassion was a bad thing. *shrugs* Well not anymore! Keepin my mouth shut. *nods* Now, to go see a man about a hedgetrimmer...
Right...so I'm in a classical music mood. Interesting. So far, I've aquired Mozart's Requiem in D minor 626, mucho Chopin and Vivaldi. I've decided that while, I'm in love with Mozart, much of Chopin's piana pieces are a little too "happy" for me. I like soft and kind of sad pieces on the piano. I've found some, but I think Chopin should be saved for a rainy day. Er, actually a sunny day or something. And I got a *lot* of violin pieces. I just love the voilin. I wish I could play. Hell, I wish I could play *any* instrument.
Okay, so for real, here's the thing. I'm feeling much better today than I was yesterday. And looking at it from another perspective, I still feel like what I did was right, if not a little jump-the-gun, and yes, maybe even meddlesome. However, I know that if I had a friend who found out my bf was possibly cheating on me, I would want to know. Especially because I've been in the situation. But I've decided that that situation mixed in with Grace made for *bad news* and hey, whatever. I was just really hurt and upset that my friends would lie to me and behave so childishly. You know...I hated it when Vive said what Oprah says, but I guess it is true. People don't tell you who they are, they show you.
So now, as indicated by my last post, I'm done. From now on if people want my advice on a situation, they can schedule an appointment with my secretary and she can tell them were to send the $150 perhour check. I realize I have a compulsion...I didn't realize compassion was a bad thing. *shrugs* Well not anymore! Keepin my mouth shut. *nods* Now, to go see a man about a hedgetrimmer...