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synapticjava) wrote2003-05-24 08:06 pm
synapticjava) wrote2003-05-24 08:06 pm
FLAMING GAY CRISIS!!!!
For those of you who don't care-I've tagged
I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR!!!!!
OKay, so I'm getting ready to go out with Chris. Granted, we're only going to the extremely cheap movies, I just went through my closet and literally didn't look good in anything. There's two reasons for this:
1. All my clothes are either crappy, black, holy, or stained.
Grrr. I really need new clothes. None of them fit either. They're either too big or fit just a little too snug. Which leads me to reason number 2...
2. I JUST DON'T LOOK GOOD. Before I get the scornful looks and evily mean comments, let me explain. I've gained back at least 10lbs I lost last year. This is not good. And no one can say otherwise. Chris says I look fine, but he doesn't count. It's in the boyfriend handbook-they have to say that. But I know that I've gained back some of the weight. And my body weight is oddly distributed. Like the lower part of my legs are actually extremely muscular, but my thighs are fucking TREE TRUNKS. And my actual waste is like 33, but my wearing-waste is 36. So, I think it's time to cut sugar (I KNOW), salt, and fried foods. And really get serious...I stopped excercising when I came up here.
3. Oh Yeah, I came up with a third reason-our cafeteria. If the food there didn't suck so much, I wouldn't go out late at night and eat high-fat foods and have a fucked up eating schedule, and I would be able to eat when I'm *HUNGRY* not just eat because others are.
Grrr...no money for clothes, and no *healthy* food...STOMACH SHRINK NOW...
Okay, I'm done with my ranting. But yes...time to get down and beef up! Grrr. Once me and Chris split up, I'll be single again, and if I plan to ever get another man, I'm gonna need to be strong (to beat the crap out of the competition).
I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR!!!!!
OKay, so I'm getting ready to go out with Chris. Granted, we're only going to the extremely cheap movies, I just went through my closet and literally didn't look good in anything. There's two reasons for this:
1. All my clothes are either crappy, black, holy, or stained.
Grrr. I really need new clothes. None of them fit either. They're either too big or fit just a little too snug. Which leads me to reason number 2...
2. I JUST DON'T LOOK GOOD. Before I get the scornful looks and evily mean comments, let me explain. I've gained back at least 10lbs I lost last year. This is not good. And no one can say otherwise. Chris says I look fine, but he doesn't count. It's in the boyfriend handbook-they have to say that. But I know that I've gained back some of the weight. And my body weight is oddly distributed. Like the lower part of my legs are actually extremely muscular, but my thighs are fucking TREE TRUNKS. And my actual waste is like 33, but my wearing-waste is 36. So, I think it's time to cut sugar (I KNOW), salt, and fried foods. And really get serious...I stopped excercising when I came up here.
3. Oh Yeah, I came up with a third reason-our cafeteria. If the food there didn't suck so much, I wouldn't go out late at night and eat high-fat foods and have a fucked up eating schedule, and I would be able to eat when I'm *HUNGRY* not just eat because others are.
Grrr...no money for clothes, and no *healthy* food...STOMACH SHRINK NOW...
Okay, I'm done with my ranting. But yes...time to get down and beef up! Grrr. Once me and Chris split up, I'll be single again, and if I plan to ever get another man, I'm gonna need to be strong (to beat the crap out of the competition).
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